The dark side of Christmas

Unfortunately this is also the day that all the phony bull crap cult "believers" kiss the arses of each other, celebrating the "reincarnated" (there is NO reincarnation at all) baby bejesuses in their family, and of course all the "reincarnated" so called mumsymarys, etc. I tend not to have much dinner on Christmas because thinking of those blasphemers makes me puke. Think of all the times they have worked their mugs (American slang for faces) into holy card poses for distribution to not only their so called believers, but into the hands of honest Christians who don't know that these people have totally infiltrated the religious art world. (Advice: stick to devotional art and religious representations based on paintings and art from more than one hundred years ago. Many modern images, including those you get in the mail, wittingly and unwittingly have the sour faces of these cult crazies who make their supposedly holy pouts to the camera, paintbrush or airbrush).

Sorry for the commercial interruption but God expects me to repeat and repeat the truth as clearly stated in the Torah, Bible and the Qur'an, over and over until some people pick up the clue telephone from the real and only one true God. It makes me SICK that people who have never had a saintly thought in their entire lives continue to kiss each other's arses congratulating themselves on their wonderfulness, based on biology, false works and delusions (also assisted by lots of mind altering drugs, booze and brain damage).

In a way, this continued problem of blasphemers and false prophets underscores what I blogged about recently, that the actual one and only Holy Family had little time to celebrate the birth of the only, once for all Savior, as phony power brokers, such as King Herod, the Pharisees and the Scribes, could hardly wait to start their murderous hatred and blasphemy. In the days after Christmas we celebrate or, rather, commemorate the first martyrs, the little babies of Bethlehem that Herod slaughtered in order to try to kill the infant Jesus. We also commemorate the first disciple killed after Jesus' resurrection into heaven, St. Stephen, as recorded in the Book of Acts.

If you have been stuck in the darkness of cult families and associates, try to make this the Christmas where you start to understand the truth.

How is the humility business coming along?

I hope people are making progress in realizing that they are not 1) players or involved in "divine" matters in any way and 2) not reincarnated at all. I'm concerned that still too many people are realizing that upon their death and it is exactly too late.

God has promised that the worst punishment will be for the prideful and the false prophets. It's all there in the Bible (and the Qur'an).

So many believe false identities

One of the largest and most spirit crushing ways that the past several generations have been cheated and deluded is the growing belief that people are more than what they actually are. By wanting to believe that one is "more" than one's own individual personality, rather than gaining, one only loses what one actually has.

When I say that people believe they are more than they actually are, I am referring for the most part to three false beliefs: 1) they are reincarnated, since there is, as I've blogged before, no such thing as reincarnation, period 2) they are "aliens," which is also totally false and is nothing other than the human temptation to diminish God's creation, humans and animals, by believing there must be something "better" or "more advanced" "out there," and 3) that one has a divine purpose, role, "channel" to the heavens or whatever, which again is simply a temptation of inflation, of trying to be more than one really is.

What is so sad is that such beliefs take away from, rather than enhance, the glory of the individual true life that is genuinely lived.

For example, when I read obituaries of people I suspect have had these beliefs, I think how sad that it is that anything good they did they attributed at least in part to other forces rather than themselves, living in God's creation. They weren't simply a fine sailor or a great adventurer through their own gifts, talents, hard work and merits, they are "channeling" "space aliens." I cannot begin to explain to you, at least not in writing, how sad this makes me and has for many years, since I first realized how widespread these delusions are. I would say it has contributed to making me, a previously joyful soul, mournful, as I mourn all these false beliefs, which poisoned not only the person's life, but those they taught and raised around them.

Do you not want to feel good after engineering a superb project or machinery that you did it through your own merit (and your team's) using God given reality based resources of this earth, rather than imagine that you are some half backed supposedly reincarnated alien alchemist? And if you make a mistake, or something does not turn out as you hoped, how does it actually console you, since it does not, to believe that you are "held back" because of your own "karma" or blame it on someone else's supposed lack of spirituality or "influence" on you? THAT makes you feel better? THAT makes you more successful? Rather than practicing some more, or seeking help, you believe that evil alien spirits tripped you up? How constructive is that? And what a way to raise the next generation... if being lemmings running over a cliff is your intention, for self destruction, that sure is an effective way to do it.

In the 1960's and 1970's I looked at the world around me and became very concerned about not only the level of sinfulness and loss of faith/understanding in the true only God, and the material world as it actually exists, in all its beauty and potential, but also what I viewed as a wave of global neurosis. During those twenty years I watched large groups of the population, particularly in the better developed "West" become incredible neurotics. That was bad enough, and very alarming.

However, during the 1980's and 1990's I watched the world get much worse, and go from global neurosis to global psychosis. Many of the people of the world today are psychotic, and I do not mean in the classic clinical sense of having an individual psychotic illness or break. Since psychosis is by definition an inability to discern reality from fiction, the true from the false, individuals and society as a whole has become remarkably and I often fear irretrievably psychotic. One of the hallmarks of psychosis is the inability to see the harm that comes from abandoning truth and instead, calling manipulation "reality." I could easily tap my microphone here and say "People of the world, you have already surrendered much of your sanity, and have institutionalized and even become enslaved to unreality and psychosis."

Drugs and alcohol have broken the sanity and discernment of many of the people who with their God given genuine and real caring and talents were supposed to make this a better world, who were supposed to be loving stewards, who were supposed to teach and protect their children, who were supposed to be genuine leaders.

Instead they put on their freak show uniforms and pretend to be heroes of epic bull crap that exists only in their own minds, destroying even their own joy in their own genuine achievements. Few things make me sadder than listening to a wonderful piece of music and knowing that it was written by someone inserting depressive and false cult beliefs as he or she mourns or condemns people, actions, events that never ever happened.

Instead of believing in the one true God, the one they will have to face at their time of judgment, they either deny God or appoint themselves as "knowing" the "reality" of "divine forces" and at best they view belief in God or "accepting" Jesus Christ as an insurance policy menu choice.

But this is not a "reality of hell" rant, no, not today, not now. This is sharing some of the decades of mourning that I have in my heart for how people have destroyed their own sanity and thus have no satisfaction in anything in their lives since they attribute it all, good or bad, to false reasons and false influences.

Here's an example, I'm just making it up, of how I've seen this decay happen.

Normal behavior: A kid grows up with some interest, perhaps in sharks, perhaps in model ships. There's no real rhyme or reason why they have that interest, it just is part of how each person has different things and different callings.

Neurotic generations: A kid has interests in sharks or model ships and either he or she or the parents/school system worries about "why" they are interested in such things. Why sharks and not tigers? Why ship building and not farming? Does little Johnny or Susie have "appropriate" interests that will give them lots of money when they grow up?

Psychotic generations: Johnny is interested in sharks because in a past life he was a shark, being "punished" for previous karma imbalance. Susie likes ship building because an alien reincarnated spirit in her years to be free and defeat the forthcoming bad alien menace and usher in the good alien "rescue."

I wish I was joking or overstating, but you know that I am not doing so, by far.

Individual and societal neurosis saps the pleasure from life, and also makes people feel helpless to address genuine failure and injustice where it exists and when it does happen.

Individual and societal psychosis is a total system of slavery that leads to destruction of life and soul, no matter how glistening and gleaming the self delusional world seems because it just simply is not reality. Unthinkable evil is routinely done under the guise of "good deeds." It ends when it is too late and people have ruined their own lives and others, and then are cast into the pit upon their deaths.

How to ruin a good party

So you are a 'saved' Christian, and to your delight, *BAM*, the tribulations commence, you survive them, and the Jesus Christ arrives for the End of Times and the final judgment, riding his white horse (and with a double edged sword emitting from his mouth).

Delighted, you run up to him, thrilled you were right, and before He says anything to you, you bleat out to him:

"I knew I was right, that I'd be saved, and that the End of Times would come while I'm alive. My sister, who is reincarnated Blessed Virgin Mary, and my aunt, who is reincarnated Mary Magdeline, also agreed with me! Though actually sometimes we wondered if my brother was Mary Magdeline, since we know that in reincarnation the sexual genders often change!!"

That ruins a good party for sure. And you won't even have time to get your asbestos underwear (aka "long johns") donned before you will need them ;-)

One life and that's it

One life, one then dies and is judged by God, and that's it, forever.

Each person has just one life... think about that next time you decide how to spend your day.

One more time about the error of "reincarnation"

There is no such thing as reincarnation, there never was and there never will be. I have written and explained about this topic repeatedly. I'm "returning" to the topic one more time to speak about a specific about this false belief that particularly irks me, since it is not even logical.

If you are going to fantasize about being "reincarnated," which you are not, at least have the common sense not to imagine being a reincarnated saint. How foolish is that? Would they not be the LAST persons to ever be "returned?" I mean, even Buddhists ought to understand that, as a Christian (or Patriarchal) saint is the equivalent of having achieved nirvana, to use one of their concepts. A saint, especially one who is martyred, has achieved perfection within God through Christ and they would be the LAST that anyone could fantasize as being.

What an ego trip! When will you people deal with the "one and only for once" that you ACTUALLY are?


To think that God (aka "the universe" in your wacky worldview) would "recycle" a saint shows such unbelievable ignorance of divinity that it really takes my breath away. Don't flatter yourselves. And those who were raised by their profane parents to believe that you are reincarnated anyones, especially saints, I am really sorrowful that you have had such crap shoved into your minds that can only have created neurosis. Do yourselves a huge free health favor and really push to understand what I've been saying and drop the belief in reincarnation (unless that is your orthodox traditional cultural ancestral family faith, where you believe in it in principle but do not run around trying to "identify" yours or anyone else's so called "past lives.") In my experience the people who most believe they are reincarnated divinity of any sort, such as saints, are the most lacking in genuine God oriented saintly outlook and are, instead, sadly, self obsessed and also obsessed with "merit" and "grace" like they are baseball scorecards and not genuine understanding of those Christian concepts.

Saints are those who are the MOST absorbed into the Godhead upon death, for goodness sakes.
Sheesh. It would be funny if the deeds done in the name of believing in "New Age" form of "reincarnation" have not been so terrible.

Some small good news on the occult frontlines

Well, I can't really give specifics, but there is some small good news, I believe, in my ongoing attempt to educate, redeem and rescue the cultists who have practiced occult and even black magic, and who have stalked me.

I have reason to believe that finally even the most psychotic of them is finally convinced that I am not "reincarnated St. Lucy."

Don't worry about the details of how I know; it's kind of an inside joke.

The tragedy of misguided revenge

The tragedy of misguided revenge

I’ve blogged about this before, but I know that unless I repeat things over and over, it just doesn’t “take” with those who have been raised with a warped mindset and broken emotional humanity. So I will repeat it again, sometimes at a different slant, hoping that each time it sinks in, and that people’s sad and deranged minds clear enough that they see the correlation between what I say and reality.

There are people who carry grudges and who act upon them, destroying people’s lives (including my own) because they think they are “avenging” loved ones who had tragic demises befall them. They think that their loved ones were “harmed” by people with “past lives.” So they carry these imaginary “beefs” into their current one and only life, based on misinterpreting why “bad things happen to good people.” They go so far as to believe that they are grandiose people who are reincarnated, and who bring their “ongoing” tragedies “into” their “current” lives.

As I’ve repeatedly explained, there is no such thing as reincarnation. Those who are of the New Age believers (as compared to the traditionalists who inherit that faith) are remarkably uneducated in science and biology, because they latch onto “reincarnation” as the “only explanation” for “what they have experienced,” even though there are a dozen more plausible explanations at ANY given time. They are too puffed up with their own “tragedy” to have even investigated one bit of cold hard science that could have genuinely enlightened and comforted them. Gosh, I think that a “just the facts” genius scientifically education atheist ought to be paired up with each inflated New Age reincarnation believer in order to provide them with the part of the brain they obviously do not use of their own. It would be like a brain backpack used to detox from bullshit.

Obviously that is a wish that I can’t imagine seeing fulfilled any time soon (not enough good well educated atheists around when you need them and those that exist I doubt want to hang around with pot smoking New Agers who refuse to crack the spine of a science text book but are eager to crack less productive things).

So all I can do it once again issue my expertise, which is a dire warning-AGAIN. Those of you who have harmed people thinking that you are “restoring the balance” and “settling grudges” are doomed to hell, and there is simply no nice way to put it. In fact, your followers who have been vengeful against others in the delusion that they are “reincarnated” and “settling the score” are already burning in hell for eternity, if they have died. Those of your followers who are still alive and active in this “reincarnation revenge squad” are walking on the path to hell, and there is no mistaking about that. Revenge based on fallacious occult beliefs is such a grave sin every way that you look at it that it is appalling and disturbing to even think about. Not only do you deprive the innocent of their lives and their peace of mind, through your revenge schemes, but you have also led people away from faith and belief in God, faith they might otherwise have found. Thus you do Satan’s work on multiple mortal sinful levels and it does not take the smartest person on the planet to realize that you have created the perfect formula for going to hell.

There are three unforgivable things in life. One is to take away the life of another human being unjustly. One is to take away their faith, or block them from every finding it and thus knowing God and his existence. The third is to “let” someone live but destroy their peace of mind, through stalking and tormenting them, ruining their childhood, or arranging hurtful scenarios to ruin their sanity or their sense of peaceful reality.

Those of you who have harmed others in your depraved New Age “belief” that you are restoring some sort of “balance” and avenging loved ones have only robbed your loved ones of your and everyone else’s company in heaven, should your loved one have achieved heaven upon death. Everyone that you have recruited to “avenge” your loved one from imaginary slights and wrongs (such as thinking she “got cancer” because of “bad past life spirits”) and yourselves are all destined for hell because of your persistent cruel error. If your loved one is in heaven he or she certainly is not seeing any loved ones who have died and who were engaged in this type of “avenging” activity on their “behalf.” So those who blindly followed you in your revenge and “balance” seeking and who have died are now roasting for eternity in hell. God help them, because you sure didn’t.

Whenever I think about those of you still doing this who are alive, I have a manifestation from God. When I think of you (which is as little as possible) I feel the fire of hell under my feet (and it sure is not burning me). This is the constant reinforcement that I have that there are those of you who are still in these vile activities and beliefs, are walking on a burning path to hell and will receive God’s promised, guaranteed response when “your time is up.” If your loved ones are in heaven they’ve sure made new friends, since none of you who worked to “avenge” them or “restore the balance” are there or will be there, unrepentant, you better understand that Buster.

In case some of you who are reading this do not know these types of people (or you think you don’t know them, but trust me, there are a lot of them around) wonder why I am so forceful, let me give you an example of how they think. Suppose one of their loved ones develops breast cancer and she dies. They are too evil and stupid to realize that cancer is caused by genetics, diet, environmental toxins, mutation, radiation, in other words, a long list of rational scientific reasons. They figure that someone out there-maybe you-“caused” her cancer because of your “evil spirits” or “past lives.” They will try to find a way to cause cancer in you to “even the balance.” If you get a bump and have a doctor check it, he or she will be sure to say it is cancerous and put you under surgery in order to avenge themselves on you, you know, take one of your boobs because it’s only fair (and actually ‘helping you’) since “you” “caused their loved one” to “get cancer.” Yes, this happens, for a fact. If one of their loved ones gets sick, in an accident, or dies, they shop around for someone to blame, and they will bring their wrath upon you in the “same way.” I cannot tell you how many lives they have destroyed, including my own.

Like the downtrodden throughout history all one can do is pray to God that these evil people realize that they are totally wrong, and also pray to God that he will destroy them in punishment for their sin, casting them into the hell that they have ordered and insisted upon for themselves. Hell is far more terrible than can be described and by the way, Satan likes to mimic what the evil doer has done, except he does it for all eternity (imagine that operating table with Satan in charge! And you can never leave it!) I don’t want to see that happen to anyone and that is why I continue to try to reason with these people even as I have been beaten to a spiritual pulp and no longer enjoy life. Every time “one of them” dies I think, “Well, they missed their chance to make things genuinely right and to repent, and now they will pay the price for all eternity.” Ironically, it’s the last thing their “loved one” would have wanted, if he or she has achieved heaven and knows the truth of things. But they will never see their loved one “avengers” again, because the hating deluded occultists have chosen the other place, and woe is to them. The Qur’an is more descriptive of hell than the Bible is and believe me, the Qur’an is much lighter in description than is the reality of hell.

Debunk cults and answer "Who am I?"

So if there is no reincarnation “Who am I?” LOL, trust me; I understand human nature, so that when all the false beliefs one has been taught and has held fall away, there is a puzzling gap that remains.

If you are asking yourself that question, you have to do two things.

One is that you have to discover for the first time, or rediscover, your own identity, as you would have as a child, where you learn what you like doing, what you dislike, what moves your heart, and what leaves you cold, your biological and cultural roots, and those of your neighbors, and who you love, and who you respect. You learn to find teachers who are not “gurus” but are the type that every human has looked up to throughout history: the man who taught you how to fix a car, the woman who finally made algebra comprehensible to you, the author who has a gift for selecting a topic, such as a period in history, and makes it both interesting and relevant (without pushing an agenda).

The second thing you need to do is to believe in the one God and rediscover your relationship with him. Why is that important? Because the very need to feel “special” and “enlightened” that first drove you to cultist belief is a result of not knowing that all elevation and all loftiness of human spirit comes from God and God alone. Only by realizing that God has unique and loving knowledge of each and every person, regardless of their station in life, can one be elevated and can one feel “enlightened” and “special,” not by making up elitist false history. This is a key understanding of both Christianity and Islam, and that is why they both swept the world with millions of converts and believers, not because of the “sword” or the “Inquisition.” Christianity and Islam shed the light on the truth that God is one, all knowing, and has egalitarian love and concern for each and every human being. Humans realized in both their heads and their hearts the truth of this, and thus threw away their “magical thinking” and their demeaning belief in idols. No babbling self proclaiming “high priestess” of “arcane knowledge” and “past lives” can elevate a single human being one iota in their spirituality and, instead, she demeans her followers by denying them the lofty heritage that is truly theirs: adopted child and beloved of God, able to have a personal relationship with God of worship, service, faith and salvation.

Ha, so I am definitely not unsympathetic, and I never have been. I’m on the side of the angels, who, as Jesus explained, rejoice more at the return of one sinner than in the routine goodness of the faithful. What has distressed me is the stampede toward sin, rather than back toward God, of the past forty years of human history and society. To this day I still wish that even the most vile sinners and disgracefully evil humans find the light and have sincere and total conversion. I have faith and comfort that those who have wronged God and their neighbors so dastardly will be judged by God and thrust into hell, but it’s not like I’m spending my time wishing for their “comeuppance.” Even those who have done personally terrible things to me, I hope that before they are either smited by God and thus are punished in life, or who glide through life on their evil, and then upon death find themselves in eternal hell, hear and understand the truth, repent and make amends with full sincerity (even if being honest and sincere is like a rusty piston in an engine that has trouble working properly at first). It does not make what they did go away, or “OK,” but it would save them from hell and that would satisfy what I consider to be part of my ministry.

So who am I and why do I speak with such authority? If you are sane and well balanced you can relate to me as a human who has a very good understanding of God, but I understand that it’s hard for others to make the flip from thinking we are “reincarnated” players and actors to who we really are. I have both extremes to deal with. One extreme is the New Agers who have had to detox from thinking that I am “reincarnated” whoever they have labeled me with at different times over the past sad and wasted years. They have a gap, where they wonder, “If she is not reincarnated, then how does she know all of these things?” I am sympathetic and will give you an analogy (of course), kind of a literary device to plug the gap while you detox from that way of thinking. The other extreme are those who think they are Bible thumping literalists, but who have actually strayed far from the word of God by assuming that they have individual “insight” into what God “really means and plans to do,” such as having the nerve to interpret Dan and Revelations to assign timing and characters to “the Rapture,” “Antichrist identity,” and “the tribulations.” They ignore that Jesus Christ himself stated very clearly that he himself does not know the timing of the End of Days and that only God knows that. But this does not stop these extremists, who cherry pick the Bible and profane it with their own interpretations and declarations, and also make it into forms of money making entertainment. That extreme actually has the nerve to question me, wanting me to self identify according to the Bible (since that is all they do, assign actors and writing scripts to Biblical prophecy). Well, the analogy and the literary device I will share with the New Agers will also suit the Biblical false prophets just as well.

Before I give the analogy let me point out several things. First of all, as I’ve repeatedly explained, I am not reincarnated and neither is anyone else. Second, people have guardian angels; they are NOT angels. I mean, duh, how hard is that to understand? Humans are humans and angels are angels and they abide in different realms and are totally different from each other. Humans are of matter, energy and time; angels are not of matter, energy or time. So I’m not an angel and neither is anyone else. Third, I am not “revelating.” In other words, I am not adding one iota onto scripture. Instead, I am constantly pointing people back to scripture, to believe it as it is, the final and complete word of God. I am a witness, not a “revealer,” and so, obviously, understand that none of you are revealers of God’s will either. Fourth, I am not a prophet, and neither are any of you. I am not prophesying, either in the sense of conveying God’s words to humans, or in forecasting the future, and neither are any of you. Fifth, I’m not an alien, ha ha ha, that is so stupid I’m embarrassed I have to type this, but hey, I know it needs to be said for that branch of the morons so here it is: I am not an alien and neither are any of you.

So who am I? First you must read and understand what I wrote about the baptismal priesthood, the common priesthood, of the Catholic faith. I am a member of the baptismal priesthood and thus can proclaim with full confidence my faith in Catholic doctrine. Rather than wonder “who I am” to speak with such authority, I wish more Catholics would understand and embrace their faith and exercise their baptismal priesthood. By the way, in January it will be fifty five years since I was baptized, my fifty fifth anniversary of my baptismal priesthood and I certainly wish that I was received by others as fifty five years of baptismal priesthood rather than what it has felt like, which is fifty five years of martyrdom. It would be funny if it wasn’t so awful, and the abuse of me used to enable demeaning and flight from God, rather than true living in the Spirit of those who stalked me and my family. But back to my main point; understand that the baptized faithful ALL are expected and able to speak with authority to witness to their faith.

Second, you must understand that what seems like “revealing” teaching that I offer on this blog was well known by centuries of humans prior to this poorly formed and ignorant past several generations of humans. With modern mores and technology people have become, honestly, stupider. So I am not revealing new information; I am teaching people how to slow down and READ what is in black and white in front of you, ALL of the Bible (including the books the children of the Reformation discarded) and to understand the Spirit in which it was written, including in the cultural and faith context of the time. Back when people were agricultural and humble, they “got” the scriptures far more than they do today. All I am doing is explaining what even the average educated person knew even fifty years ago. You don’t better understand God by throwing out books of the Bible, cherry picking only certain sections to read as validating your own imagined self righteousness and further, not understanding the basics of the customs of the times that you are reading (worse, sneering that parts of the Bible are “old fashioned” and “oppressive.”) So the second thing to understand about me is that I am explaining what many of the average wise people in any time in Christian history, both educated and unlettered, could have explained to you in my place.

So how can I speak with total confidence and clarity regardless of the question or topic? It is because I speak only with total Fear of the Lord and within the Spirit. I have absolutely no other motivation but one hundred percent purity of Fear of the Lord. My entire motivation and the endless well of my spiritual being is Fear of the Lord. Spiritually I am comprised of one hundred percent Fear of the Lord. I was born with and am filled totally with the first gift of the Holy Spirit, Fear of the Lord. I cannot have either less Fear of the Lord or more Fear of the Lord than I have had with perfect constancy throughout my life. When one has total Fear of the Lord, one has total comprehension of the Lord’s ways.

So what is the Biblical reference and analogy, the literary device that I have promised to help those who cannot grasp the simplicity of what I have explained above? Read this passage from Ezekiel, where Ezekiel is first called by God to be his prophet. In this very well known calling God and the Cherubim appear to Ezekiel. Ezekiel has described the Cherubim, the firmament above them, and is about to describe how he viewed God. The first line of that description is Ezekiel 1:26:

Above the firmament over their heads something like a throne could be seen, looking like sapphire. Upon it was seated, up above, one who had the appearance of a man.

Think of me not as God, or one of the Cherubim, but as the big blue chair that God is sitting in during this one and only appearance as such. In other words, I am not the throne of God, but I can be thought of as the “big blue chair” that he sits in when he calls Ezekiel. God does not derive his authority or his greatness from the throne he sits in, nor does the throne hold any power or authority of its own; only God has that. But you can use the literary device of thinking of me as being of service in the most humble way to the Lord God, by being the blue chair that he “sat” in during one Biblical “event.”

Just as altar servers kneel to hold up the open Bible so the celebrating priest can read from it during Mass, making their own bodies a book stand in service of God, I am perfectly pleased and honored to think of myself, to help you to better understand, those of you who struggle, as a big blue chair used one time in order to provide “seating” while God “sits” and calls one of his greatest prophets. The chair is not talking and the chair is not creating doctrine. The chair is the witness and the lowest servant of God. This is why my gift of the Holy Spirit, Fear of the Lord, allows me to speak with authority, because it gives me humble and perfect witness to God, where I am “the observer” and not “the author.” No analogy is perfect, and this one really isn’t, but it occurred to me as a way that I can explain the fundamentals of my identity to help those who have been deprived of faith and logic to plug the gap in how they view me, a human, while they remediate themselves.

I hope that you have found this helpful.

Personal reflection: analyzing one of my dreams

Here is a section of a long dream that I had this morning just before waking and its interpretation. The dream overall was a series of segments taking place with different people and different locations, but all taking elements of my past struggles with cultists, who have cost me jobs, my home, my income and my friends. So here is one segment.

I dreamed that I walked into a room in some type of business setting, after having had another frustrating round of job hunting and so forth. There are about six or seven people in the room, both men and women, standing in sort of a semi circle to each other. I have a perspective that is somewhat above them, as if looking down from a raised part of the room. They are not friendly to me and kind of ignore me, and I could overhear some of their conversation and their thoughts. From that I realize that these are “die hard” “New Age” “reincarnation” believers who have been among the last to refuse to believe what I have been teaching on this blog, even though they are well aware of the facts.

[As an aside, to explain to any who may be new to reading my blog. I am not bashing those who believe the traditional faiths that include reincarnation. Even though reincarnation is false doctrine developed by humans and not divinely revealed, as the Pope himself has explained, it was a natural and kind development of spirituality that was meant to promote only the best in human behavior, and curb the bad, by having a spiritual reward and threat system. As I’ve explained on this blog, the difference between the traditional faiths who believe in reincarnation and the warped New Age “belief” is that traditionalists do not attempt nor would they dare ascribe past or future identities from reincarnation to their fellow human beings on a day to day basis. They seek the lineage of the lamas, for example, but no one tells the other person that they “know” who he or she “was” or “will be” in reincarnation and then worse, treat the person as if he or she had been such and such person in a past life. That is an arrogant oppressive and borderline psychotic modern affectation, and that is exactly what the New Age “believers” do. They promote or harm people on a day to day basis based on who they think they and themselves “were” in “past lives.” I as a person and my hoped for ministry on behalf of God have been irreparably harmed by decades of these people stalking, manipulating and harming. Anyway, to resume relating my dream now that you understand the basis of what I am thinking in the dream.]

Realizing these are die hard “New Age” “past lives” believers and they are still talking their rubbish, doing their dirty deeds, and ignoring my teaching, I am totally exasperated. Because I am exasperated I decide to not be diplomatic or polite at all. I shout down to them something to the effect of, “You KNOW there is no such thing as reincarnation!”

They ignore me but immediately as when I said what I did, the individual second from the left, a woman, who was standing between two men, started writhing in pain and collapsed on the floor. As the others watched but tried to pretend they weren’t watching, she writhed and moaned in pain and started to shrink. She kept her adult features and proportions but shrank, with great pain, to less than half or perhaps even a third of her adult size. They continued to ignore her even as they surreptitiously watched, and none stepped forward to help her or to comfort her in her pain. Disgusted with the whole lot of them I left the room, thus going on to another segment and cast of moronic whackos in my dream.

[Also if you are new to my blog, be assured when I use the term “morons” I am not disrespecting the mentally disabled. That is because unlike society as a whole I NEVER used the term moron in a medical or diagnostic sense, even when that was the accepted phraseology. I always referred to them in regard to their individual condition, not a demeaning label such as “moron” or “retard.” Hence when sixties slang picked up those terms to apply to the willfully stupid, I found THAT to be a good usage of them!]

Well, the dream speaks pretty much for itself, so not a lot of analysis or interpretation is needed, except for the woman who shrinks so painfully to less than half her size and who is not helped by her supposed colleagues and friends. The meaning of her shrinking is to show that some people are so chained to the idea of being “reincarnated” somebodies that when they realize the truth they have totally underdeveloped here and now personalities and character. In other words, they spent most of their lives believing that they are “reincarnated” “some ones else” that they never bothered becoming who they actually are for real. Thus this woman, once she heard my words and realized that she is not anyone but herself, discarded very painfully the delusion that had stuffed her with false identities, and left her with what was only authentically hers, which is her actual one and only identity in this life. So this dream not only demonstrates the truth of what I am saying and have been teaching all along (being stubborn about refusing to believe does not make me incorrect) since she became the immediate demonstration of the reality of my admonishing their belief, but it also shows the danger of such beliefs, as these cultists stunt the development of their actual here and now identity and character. Rather than “learning more” about themselves, New Age “reincarnation” and “past lives” “belief” curtails the growth and development of the actual singular and unique individual that one is in this life. One just doesn’t bother investing in one’s own uniqueness, authenticity, maturity and development if one is stuffed with focus on false identities “in the past.”

The second thing this dream demonstrates is the cruelty of those who are “New Age” “believers.” Far from being the “peaceful” and “spiritually enlightened” that they like to say that they are, they might as well be “Ming the Merciless,” for they chain themselves and each other to false and depressive, even psychotic “beliefs” of “who” they “really” are. For example, did we not have enough trouble as humans with the real Hitler and the real Nazis? Yet New Agers to this day ascribe multiple “reincarnated Nazi” “identities” to innocent people among them and around them INCLUDING CHILDREN. While normal and sane parents wonder if they should raise their children to believe in Santa Claus, these people raise their children to think that they are both “good” and “evil” “people from the past,” here to “learn a lesson” and to dish it out to the unfortunates who they “identify” around them. It is actually a miracle that we do not have even more psychotic individuals than we already do in this freak show society, based on how many children I know have been raised with this vile “beliefs” and initiated into what they think is a “heroic” role at “atoning” and “punishing” themselves and those others who are “whoever” in their sick mythology.

So in my dream you can see the coldness of the die hard “believers” even as they see the suffering damage done to one of their own as her false identities fall away with great pain and writhing, and she is left with her stunted true self, and they do not even lend a comforting hand to her. They continued to stand there, very erect, prideful and arrogant, moronically clinging to their own disgusting “beliefs.”

I hope that you have found this helpful.

Today's wellness check on reincarnation freaks

By the way, I'm not disrespecting the traditional Eastern faiths that believe in reincarnation. Even though they are in error, since there is no reincarnation, they believe in good faith, not attempting to "identify" their so called "past lives," but trying to use it as motivation to live good lives and trust in their idea of karma. Nothing wrong with retaining that traditional faith with sincerity of heart.

However, as we all know, all too well, modern new age freaks in the west have kidnapped, morphed and warped the idea of reincarnation into claiming they "know" "who" each other are, and even supposedly "identify" perfect strangers, and then manipulate and ruin their lives. I don't have the time or the interest to list right now the many errors and grave sins against God in having those "beliefs." I'm just here to do a wellness check, as I know the word is spreading.

So, how's it going? Are you getting used to the idea that whatever happens in life is because it happens in life?

I've noticed that it is as hard for those who think they were something awful in a previous life to give the error up as those who believed they were some sort of divinity in a previous life. Those who believe they were just spiritual wonder candy in their so called divine "previous life" or "incarnation" have to give up on false pride, and the Bible sure has a lot to say about that. But what is more surprising is that those who feel they "suffer" in this life because of something "bad" that happened in so called "previous life" are just as reluctant to let go of that!

Can you believe how strange that is? People would rather think they have a problem in "this life," suffering from clinical depression, for example, because they were raped in a potato field or something, rather than be comforted that no, "bad things" did not happen to them, because they simply did not exist before they were conceived. How messed up is that, that some people prefer to cling to the idea that they were the devil, or Hitler, or some other freak, or that they are some martyr suffering because they are "fixing" the "balance" or some other psychotic narcissistic martyr complex? How many people have suffered with depression, bipolar, borderline or other mental illnesses and have had only partial medical or psychological treatment because sickos have convinced them that they are depressed because they have a "wound" from a "previous life?" There's a special place in hell for both professional and amateur malpractice pimps, that's for sure.

Anyway, I would have thought that the vast majority of people who think there is more to their life than the one life they are living would have been relieved to learn that no, it really IS just this one life, and all have the potential to be equally loved and glorified by God. That's what they just refuse to believe, because despite their liberal speech, they are elitists, which is why "reincarnation" attracts them in the first place. They think it's like some cosmic merit badges or something, thus they "earn more" or are "better" or are boo-hoo "cursed" more than someone else. What elitist dummies! (I'm calling the ones who do not give up the idea dummies, not the innocent or naive who fell into it in the first place, often because of drug using abusive parents).

Keep working on it. You'll be happier with the truth (and have a better testimony by which to be judged when you do face God, that one and only time, upon your death).

Have a nice day.

Another case study of debunking cults

Here's another incident from my own life, so I can help those of you who are detoxing from exposure to cults. By the way, to me, I define a cult as any 'belief' that places human "abilities" and "gifts" over God, including both idolatry and supposedly believing "personalities" (such as so called Christians who insert themselves into salvation history).

When I was earning a paycheck and had money to spend, one of my favorite hobbies was collecting books. I had built up quite an interesting and extensive personal library. I tended to seek friendships with those who shared my interest, and thus I was open to being friends with book dealers, especially rare and used book dealers. That is typical and understandable, because all normal humans tend to form friendships over shared hobbies and interests, whether it is fishing, sports, knitting or, in my case, a love of books.

I became close to one book dealer and author in particular, and his family. Now, one thing you need to know about me is that I do not edit friends according to their beliefs or politics, even if I find them bizarre, unhelpful, and in fact, even cultish. My history of friends have included many people who have very different beliefs from me, and I do not edit them from my list of friends. That does not mean that I am not concerned that one day God will edit them from his book of eternal life, of those who are saved at death. For example, throughout my youth I was concerned about my best friend who, though born and baptized, had no connection with God at all. That did not stop me from being her friend, far from it. (What did eventually end our friendship was her open election to enable the cultists who stalked me).

Back to the book dealer friend and his family. I really, really liked them, even though their beliefs were extremely cringe worthy. I spent wonderful quality time with them and their beliefs were not a problem because they rarely talked about them. There was so many other wonderful things to talk about, books, of course, but also history and art. However, one day something happened that while it did not end the relationship, I was alerted to the knowledge that they had a hidden agenda. Regular readers know that while I was not aware for many years that I was consciously being stalked, I was aware of being stalked, which I attributed to the unconscious ability of those who are "out of sync" with God to detect those who serve God, even if that service is kept hidden or secret. It's the way cats seem to instinctively seek out people who don't like cats, and then proceed to annoy them. So I led a wary life (even to the point of having to marry someone I considered a bodyguard) because I was well aware that I was being unconsciously stalked, but did not realize that I was being deliberately harassed and that worse, this harassment was based on cruel and sickening misidentification of not only me, but of many people (due to belief in that bogus concept of "past lives," which do not, in fact, exist at all).

I bought a pair of candlesticks as a gift, on my way to visiting them. When I arrived the candlesticks were broken. I was startled and disconcerted, of course, but I am always alert to the Holy Spirit's guidance and I knew this was a warning for me. Candlesticks are very important to Catholics, by the way, just to give you background information. They adorn the altar in Catholic churches that retain their traditional furnishings, which is what I am accustomed to and what I expect. This is why candlesticks is a favorite decoration of mine and I often choose them for gifts, although I do not select particularly Christian motifs. In fact, these candlesticks were Greek column style, since I knew they enjoyed that form of art. And so when we unwrapped them and found them broken, I immediately knew that the Holy Spirit was warning me to be cautious, that there was a deliberate cultist effect afoot. Like I said, though, I still did not think in terms of being targeted and stalked, so I just thought of them as being, how shall I put it, "more at spiritual risk" than I had realized they were.

This incident had its second part months later when I visited them again, when they had moved to a different home in a different state. I really enjoyed the beauty of that area and of course seeing all of them again (there were five, two related couples and a son). But what was hidden became overt, though they did not realize it, and that ruined my relationship with one couple from that point onward. The relationship with the other couple, with the son, lingered on longer, and I had enormous affection for them, until they did the thing that cultists do when they do not "succeed" with me, which is to "disappear." Here is what happened.

The first couple informed me that they had become very involved in volunteering at a hospice. I was surprised, but that in and of itself was not unexpected because normal humans are always surprised when their friends veer off into a new interest and thus become enthusiastic and somewhat "over the top" about their new hobby or avocation. But here's what did disconcert me. They immediately put pressure on me to become involved in hospice, and they made it very clear that there was something "lacking" in me that I "needed" to be "in service" to the dying. While they were subtle in their words, I read expressions on the face and also, not to go into a lengthy explanation, but the "expressions" on the soul. I thus "heard" and "saw" expressions that were looking at me with disapproval and implying that I had no compassion or understanding for the dying.

That is quite a corker of an accusation. First of all, anyone who knows me knows that I suffered many family losses as a child. My paternal grandmother, who I adored, died when I was five. My father died when I was eight. My maternal grandmother died when I was twelve. When I was seven or eight my best friend was thrown face first through the windshield of a car in a terrible accident and could have died, but did not. So far from being insensitive to death and dying, I set an example in the family, even as a child, for persevering through difficult loss, and in trusting in God and his goodness and mercy, no matter what.

But here is the second layer of why this was such an astonishing accusation. What people did not know, of course, is that if they truly knew me, as I authentically am, in my fullness, I have attended many, many, many deathbeds, administering love, compassion and comfort, even when I was a child. And on the flip side of that coin, I have witnessed many, many, many expressions of doom and dismay on the faces of the newly departed who realize, in their personal judgement before God, that they denied and defied him throughout their lives, and are being cast into hell. So far from needing some human "diagnosed" "tutorial" on developing compassion (and the hidden agenda, which was to "get me thinking about death"), I've already seen and known more about compassionate dying and unfortunately, the all too often consequence of many people's choices, the terrible eternal outcome of punishment in hell because of unbelieving, cultist and cruel life choices, including negligence toward doing good (which is nearly as bad as actually doing evil). The Bible explains that quite clearly.

So I kept an interested but impassive face as they, casually, so they thought, pushed doing "hospice" work on me. Therefore they had no idea that I had, to use an old fashioned private detective term, "made them" (identified an undercover operative). I let the relationship with that couple "peter out" (gradually diminish) and that was not difficult, because as I've explained, when the stalking cultists "fail" at trying to hook me into some agenda of theirs (usually their agenda is to "get me to remember" things and beliefs that never existed), they tend to disappear of their own accord. They do pop up once in a while, through mailings and so forth, at the behest of their cultist handlers, usually in sync with some astrological movement. (This is why I continue to check astrology charts each day. They are bogus and crap but people do plant traps and do things according to them, especially aimed at me).

By the way, in case you are curious, these cultists have like a "United Nations" of freaky beliefs. In other words, they have alliances and coalitions, but do not necessarily share the same "belief." My trouble is mostly with "New Agers" who are obsessed with the pharaohs and Egyptology. I first "made" one of their operatives when she told me she knew "Anubis" and that "he's lonely." That is when I realized she was not just a scatty elderly lady who I loved as a friend even though she had a bit loony beliefs and interests, but that she was an operative for erroneous and anti-God beliefs. But these people who I describe in this story did not show any of the clues that this lady did of being of the New Age Egypt freaks. This is my way of cautioning you that it's not like you can "watch out" for one cult belief in particular. They are all interconnected and work together, united by three profane "beliefs:" 1) reincarnation or alien possession 2) idolatry and its accompanying occult tools and 3) denial of the God of Abraham and denial of the words of the one God's revealed word, except for selective manipulation. They have all hooked up, even though they undoubtedly among themselves probably mutter and murmur against each other, especially as they try to figure out "who the real 'reincarnated savior'" is, each vying through their narcissistic and drug fueled stupors to be "the one." If you are curious, here is the flavor of cult that my ex-book friends followed.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/G._I._Gurdjieff

(Boy was Gurdjieff surprised to find out how wrong he was, when it was too late). Just a personal comment.

And here you can read about "lonely Anubis" boy.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Anubis

(It's hard to be lonely when you never existed, but hey, cultists are nothing if not self deluding, inflated and narcissistic).

I've not had much luck in finding sane friends with wholesome interests, so I've pretty much dropped the whole "friend" seeking initiative. Their loss.

I hope you find this helpful. Young people, don't fall for these old loons. Regain your senses and cling to your Torah/Talmud, Bible (all of it) or Qur'an. I don't want to see any of you be the ones I see on the ultimate "bummer trip" (to use a favorite expression) to the unbearable torment of hell for all eternity. Lots of people there, lots and lots of them.

Spiritual direction: comprehending Satan

Regular readers know that I write frequently about the true nature of angels, debunking sentimentalized views of them, but also increasing people’s faith in their existence as a sign of God’s promise and the goodness of life. I also occasionally address the topic of what Satan is “really like.” I think this is very important because my experience at the hands of even “Christian” cultists shows that humans inflate their own sense of self importance regarding supposed encounters with Satan and their supposed understanding of his nature and ways. So, it is time for a little more spiritual direction regarding Satan.

First of all, observe how in both the Bible and the Qur’an no one has a direct “conversation” with Satan except God (see the Book of Job) and Jesus Christ (the temptation in the desert). St. Jude alludes to an encounter between Satan and Michael the Archangel regarding the body of Moses. But no human has dialogue or conversations with “Satan,” far less understand his ways. Let’s help you understand it by putting it in terms of pride. Satan is “used to” speaking to only the powers on top, i.e. God, Jesus and the incident with St. Michael the Archangel. Satan would never stoop so low as to speak directly with or interact with a human. Notice the wording of the Bible relating the betrayal of Jesus by Judas.

John 13:27-30
Then after [he had taken] the bit of food, Satan entered into and took possession of [Judas]. Jesus said to him, “What you are going to do, do more swiftly than you seem to intend and make quick work of it.” But nobody reclining at the table knew why He spoke to him or what He meant by telling him this. Some thought that, since Judas had the money box (the purse), Jesus was telling him, Buy what we need for the Festival, or that he should give something to the poor. So after receiving the bit of bread, he went out immediately. And it was night. (Amplified Bible).

I use the Amplified Bible, which extracts fullness of meaning from the Greek and Hebrew, so that you can read what is actually happening most easily. Notice that Satan takes possession of Judas and Jesus knows the moment it happens, as Jesus knew in advance that it would happen. This is how Satan works. Satan’s only tool with humans is temptation. So clearly Satan has been at work within Judas prior to the Last Supper, but not in dialogue or “conversation,” but by means of inserting tempting scenarios of betrayal to Judas. Jesus is stating that he is aware that Judas was undergoing temptation for a while prior to that night because Jesus says “What you are going to do, do more swiftly than you seem to intend and make quick work of it.” So Jesus has known all along that Judas was listening to the temptations of Satan and was half hearted in his faith as a result. By stating that he is aware of Judas’ temptation by Satan Jesus forces Judas to make a decision once and for all on the spot. Judas decides to yield to Satan and thus Satan enters into Judas and Judas makes the “decision” to betray Jesus immediately, that very night.

So you can see that Satan does not have conversations or dialogue with humans. Satan is present only in the sense that Satan is like a constant flow of potential temptation to sin. Satan is thus very easy to defeat and many people are “Satan proof” in a sense because they simply do not respond to temptation. Satan tends to flow away from people that just don’t respond to temptations. Now by temptations you know I mean temptations to commit grave sin and to defy God, or disbelieve in God. I do not mean the very human temptations to try to get away with something that one really ought not to do, but is just an example of the less glorious side of human nature! Make no mistake; Satan is not trivial. That is why the old joke “The devil made me do it” is truly funny. It is used to describe human nature incidents that Satan would never bother to get involved in, and thus it is humorous to blame Satan for eating too many doughnuts or doing something else “bad.”

You see, Satan has contempt for those who fall for his temptations and tricks. And thus Satan (despite literature such as Faust) would never actually speak to a human or communicate with him other than to offer him temptations. If the temptations do not work then Satan “moves on.” How do we know that Satan has contempt for humans he solicits as followers? Well, Satan torments his followers in hell. I mean, think about it. If Satan was gratified and valued humans who follow him, then he would be able to provide them with a “comfortable” “reward” in hell. But hell is the place of total horror and torment, and Satan himself heaps it onto the people who are so stupid and contemptible, in his eyes, as to follow him there to hell! That is why I wonder about the intelligence of Satanists who advocate that they are just following the contrarian freedom loving agenda of Satan and are not really bad people. It is true that many people are duped into what seems like a very nature and/or rebellious oriented “philosophy” that admires and follows Satan, and those that are not actually performing profane ritual are misguided and dumb rather than evil. But you have to understand that the result is the same. If you are “evil” or if you are just misguided, if you follow Satan on earth then you end up in his realm, where only torment at his very hands awaits you for all eternity. Satan believes that people who are so incredibly stupid as to opt for him and hell deserve his total contempt in return. Satan is often astonished at what suckers humans are, and we know that because he attempts to explore the boundaries of how far a good man, Job, will go, if given “reasons” to hate God. Satan already knows how far stupid and mean people will go, but Satan is not omniscient. Therefore the Bible records an actual event where Satan tests his ability to tempt and fool a pious and virtuous man named Job by sending him (with God’s permission) afflictions. This is also why Satan has been known to attack certain saints. Again, Satan already knows how mendacious and stupid most of his followers are, but Satan explores the boundaries of what is genuinely unknown to him, which is how much he can corrupt the good.

Thus I have to remind people of several basic truths that numbskull new age cultist secular “spiritual” “thought” has diluted to the peril of the conditions on earth and the resulting judgment of individual souls on death as to whether they merit heaven or hell. The first is that Satan is real and his tool is temptation. Satan is powerless without temptation. If you are a person who is resistant and better yet oblivious to temptation, Satan has no contact with you whatsoever. Satan is entirely temptation-prone human oriented. Thus, even certain saints, being human, have chinks in their temptation armor, and thus Satan worked at them. Temptation is not just a matter of faith. Temptation is also a character and temperament problem, and can also be exacerbated by environmental and familial conditions, including other factors such as drug and alcohol abuse. Thus it should not be a surprise that even some very blessed saints had severe results of temptation by Satan, as that was their human temperament. They became saints because they resisted the weakness of their temptation, not because they never had temptation. Other saints and the vast majority of good average human people do not even feel the temptations of Satan and have total equanimity of spirit, even if imperfect as human beings.

Certain conditions promote opportunities for temptation by Satan: inflated ego with pride, power, and fortune (money). People who rise up in prominence and power also increase their vulnerability to Satan’s temptations. Power and money fuel Satan’s ability to bend a person toward idolatry and oppression of the less fortunate, while ego fuels Satan’s ability to tempt you into thinking you are a wise man or woman and a prophet. Thus, you can think of it as increasing the areas of target within you when you become rich, famous, powerful or narcissistic. Satan has “less to work with” among the poor and humble. This is why Job was an attractive target and why Satan was curious. Satan correctly viewed the prosperity of Job as an expanded area of target over the average poor pious man or woman. Satan theorized that threatening Job’s wealth, depriving him of it, and eventually of everything he had, including his health and family would be a prime temptation opportunity. Thus humility is a powerful weapon against Satan. If you are powerful and wealthy, but you are truly and consistently humble before God, then even those potential openings to temptation to turn against God and toward Satan are closed. Humility closes many of the doors between Satan and a human. Pride and narcissism opens doors to Satan. Genuine humility is one of the most powerful shields against Satan that you can imagine. The “hotter” and more prideful and arrogant that you are, the more likely you are to allow Satan to show you what eternal agonizing “hot” without God is really like. A genuinely humble man or woman almost never has to worry about anything that Satan does, for Satan ignores humans who have so effectively closed the door of temptation to him.

The other thing to remember is that Satan is not a “person,” a “soul” or a “spirit” that is part of the universe “life cycle.” You know what I mean. Yes, there are people stupid enough to think that Satan aka Lucifer is a “reincarnated” presence on earth. Anyone with a brain who reads the Qur’an or the Bible sees that Satan is not attached to humans, their lives, their bodies, their souls, their sense of time, or anything about them except as continuing targets for temptation recruitment. I am so tired of just plain bad and evil people who think they have “Lucifer” in their “lineage,” in any way shape or form. It’s just another excuse for self inflation, believing that you are or a relative have the ultimate “bad boy” in your “genealogy.” Trust me when I repeat the point I’ve made in prior blog postings; Satan hates “identity theft.” Just as the Lord God will smite and punish false prophets who dared to speak in his name, Satan, who always seeks to imitate, will punish terribly his “followers” once they are in his realm of hell, if they claimed to be him in any way, shape or form. Reread how Satan worked with his most famous “win,” Judas. Satan tempted him for a period, entered into him to make the decision, and then abandoned him like yesterday’s news once Judas made his betrayal (which he quickly regretted but committed suicide before seeking repentance). And obviously Satan was not “tied up” with only Judas; you can be sure that Satan was busy all over the earth even as he was doing the deed with Judas. So it is totally lame and stupid to believe that Satan has any attachment in time or space with any human, body or soul, and he certainly does not tie himself to some imaginary cycle of “alien reincarnation or whatever.” That’s why there is a Bible and a Qur’an to refer to, so that when you’ve had too much pot to smoke and when equally addicted narcissistic parents or “gurus” tell you otherwise, you can refer back to what really happened and observe the truth.

So what are demons? Demons do exist, but you have to remember that in Biblical times mental illness was not understood as a medical condition. So there are cases where demonic possession was blamed for schizophrenic or other mental illnesses. However, Jesus makes clear that demons exist and the Bible miracles document how Jesus was able to converse with demons (and they would recognize who he truly was) separate from the human who is afflicted. Again, demons, or jinn as they are called in the Qur’an, are manifestations of Satan. Think of them as individual “hooks” of temptation. A genuine demonic presence is thankfully very rare, but when they occur, you can see that they tend to be a “specialized” form of surrendering to a satanic temptation. Hitler is an example of a human who had a demonic possession. To put it in modern terms, think of genuine demonic possession as Satan’s continually live interface into a person. It is not possession by Satan because as I pointed out, Satan does not reside within a human, for even Judas he only possessed for a matter of moments, an hour at most, at the time of the actual deciding to betray Jesus and the performance of that betrayal. A genuine demonic possession is when Satan has a specific temptation “hook” into a person on a continual basis. That is why someone like Hitler can be so inflated and insane on the one hand, but then act like a normal human being (as much as is possible) in other circumstances. The demon constantly fuels the narcissistic and inflated power in Hitler that challenged God, yet fools oneself into thinking that he “understands” not only God, but destiny, the universe, occult powers and so forth. That is the hook that Satan identified and established permanent connectivity via what humans call a demon. Pol Pot is another example of a person who had a genuine demonic presence.

Humans need to understand that it has become more and more difficult to cast out a genuine demon, not that it was ever easy. This is because in more innocent times the entry into a person for a demon was a temptation, but the body and the mind were flawed yet not destroyed. The demon then destroys what it occupies. Nowadays there is a pressure by modern society on humans from their very birth to have trouble distinguishing reality from unreality. So the person who becomes occupied by a demon is much more “messed up” for lack of a better word in total before the demon even enters. That is why we see so many horrific examples of the amoral collapse in a frenzy of violence of more and more humans who disintegrate and merge into their identity with the demon. When Jesus worked to cast out demons (again, I mean the genuine ones, not the mislabeled mental health victims), it was easier to do so than it is now because demons could not entirely blur the line between reality and unreality. Human brains were very pragmatic and entirely rooted in the reality of being alive or dead, hungry or filled, sheltered or out in the cold or heat. There were none of the technical gimmicks or modern paradigms of today that blur the mind from childhood onward as to what is real and what is not. When Jesus expelled a demon from a sufferer, the core human identity and contact with reality remained intact. Thus you see people immediately become sensible and whole as soon as Jesus cast out the demon. Now in these times, people everywhere are increasingly disconnected as their norm, say nothing of those who are extremely alienated, from reality and unable to discern reality from unreality. Thus a genuine demonic possession today tends to destroy the entirety of the humanity of the person so that even if the demon were removed, nothing would remain of the person. This is another reason why humans are in such a terrible existential crisis and why it is urgent that humans dramatically lessen the blurring of reality and unreality. The blurring of reality and unreality is the increase in open doors to Satan, as I explained previously about narcissism, power and money. The less able a person is to distinguish between a fantasy world and reality the more they are opening doors to Satan and total control and destruction. This is why you are having more and more insane people and demonic possessed people claiming to receive “messages” from God, Satan, “aliens” or whatever. Trust me; what is epidemic now was very rare in Biblical times. Satan has incredibly “easy pickings” with so many people who are programmed from childhood to have trouble distinguishing between fantasy and reality.

That is why I have little sympathy for people who commit horrible crimes and acts and who claim that “God” or “Satan” told them to do so. Again, think this through so you realize I am not slamming the genuinely mentally ill. Genuinely mentally ill people tend to be in a continuous state of low impulse control. They can’t stop experiencing their mental symptoms, such as being depressed, or hallucinating, just to give two examples. It is like having a broken arm or a cold. It’s not like you have the broken arm one day, then the next day it is fine, and the third day it is broken again. A mentally ill person is a consistently mentally ill person, even if they have “good days” and “bad days,” just like a cold, their mental illness is a continuing presence. But people who totally flip out and do something incredibly cold and gory while also claiming communication by God, Satan or whoever fall into one of two categories. It is possible that the person is having a total psychotic breakdown, and thus it is a mental illness. But it is also possible that the person has chosen a temptation, namely inflation, of taking onto themselves godlike powers or the claim to being in contact with divine powers, due to a combination of weak ability to distinguish reality from fantasy and accepting a demonic linkage. How can you tell the difference? Here is one rule of thumb. If the person is mentally collected enough that they could have told someone they are in trouble, if they knew what they were doing is wrong and would be punished, and if they plan the “psychotic breakdown” out in advance, I view that as willfully choosing a demonic temptation. This is not to say that a mental illness or stress did not lay the groundwork. But a person who, for examples, kills all her children knowing it is wrong and having the capacity to pick up the phone and get someone to stop her is, in my opinion, a person who chose a demonic option and is not a valid “mental health” defense. I’m getting a little into legal matters but I know it is easier to understand what I am saying if I can provide examples.

Another example is a man who kills his children so that he can “make his wife suffer.” This is a person who has accepted a demonic temptation because he has put himself in the position of thinking that he “knows” what will happen to him (if he suicides) and the children, and that he has the right to “punish” his ex. This is a problem of theology and reality/unreality perception. When one kills one is making an assumption that one “knows” that whatever one thinks of the afterlife, or not, is true. That is godlike inflation in addition to a crime. Thus it is a different and more likely willful demonic acceptance than someone who just annoys the ex by stealing her car. It’s not just the magnitude of the crime but also the certainty of one’s own inflated perception to judge another person’s life and happiness/suffering as if one were God. Therefore I do not, in general, accept “mental illness” in child killing because if you listen to any of these people you will hear that they have become “instant experts” in theology, rationalizing that they (the killer) will be “together with their children” somewhere. Huh? Not so much.

So to wrap up this discussion and bring it into full circle, here is a summary. Satan is not running around getting involved in the details of people’s sin lives, nor is Satan attached in any way to human or universal life cycles. Satan is a continuing presence of temptation for the “big ticket items,” which is destroying faith in God, idolatry, power mongering and so forth. I just thought of an example, abortion, to help you discern. If a woman becomes pregnant and contemplates an abortion, Satan is not tempting her. Where Satan did "his work" is to create in the first place the lack of faith crisis and the narcissism that enabled the overall culture of death where abortion (the death of a baby) is an easily contemplated “option.” So Satan is not pursing the poor woman who is making this dreadful “choice,” even though abortion is a sin. An individual abortion is “small potatoes” to Satan, in contrast to God who values highly each and every life. Satan’s success is in tempting entire communities and societies away from God as a whole, which blurs then belief in God or not, reality or not, morals/virtues and self containment or “anything goes options.” Satan does not bother with individuals and Satan looks down upon and despises those who do follow him (after all, Satan knows full well the reality of God, so think about how stupid he thinks people who do not believe in God are in truth). Satan is easily repelled through a serenity and humility in the face of temptations. Satan is attracted by narcissism, pride, power mongering and wealth. Demons are real, thankfully rare, but are of concern because societal changes have created many more openings for them with fewer cures or restraints. Demons may be thought of as the acceptance of a specific temptation by Satan that develops into a surrendering of some or all self constraint into the specific temptation symptomology. Hitler can be thought of as a person who accepted a demonic temptation and thus was “possessed,” but definitely not “innocent by reason of insanity.” Satan and demons/jinn have no connection to the false beliefs in karma, reincarnation or aliens as they are not connected to human bodies, souls or timeframes in any way, shape or form. All of karma and reincarnation as a spiritual model is totally false, but what I am saying is that one cannot even make an argument for meshing Satan and demons to such “theories” because of the demonstrated nature of Satan and demons as clearly demonstrated in the Bible and the Qur’an. Judas is a valuable case study to understand how Satan operated in his greatest “success story” to understand that temptation is the process and “accepting the deal” is momentary “giving the wheel” to Satan, but not a relationship in any form.

I hope that you all find this useful.

Another reason to never believe in reincarnation

As regular readers of my blog know, I am often frustrated and infuriated by people who believe in "past lives" and "reincarnation," which does NOT exist. I do not have a problem with traditional Buddhist belief, even though it is based on this fallacious premise, because it is believed in a well meaning way by good hearted traditionalists. But many "converts" and cultist new agers believe in an activist and manipulative stance toward "past lives." Unlike the traditional faiths who believe in reincarnation as a cautionary moderating force on good behavior in their "current" life and nothing else, cultists believe they can "identify" who they "were" and also "identify" the "true past identities of others." Worse, they rationalize everything in life, both good and evil, in that context AND even worse than that, carry out beefs and persecutions based on "who" they think people "were," but also give themselves sinful perks and favors based on "suffering" they think they endured in "past lives," plus they assign to themselves of course inflated "past life" divine and spiritual "identities." This is not a problem of a few kooks; global salvation history has actually been harmed by these people and their "beliefs" and actions. The actual balance of people saved and redeemed at the end of their life, when they die and are judged by God, has shifted for the dramatically worse, as these people have resulted in many more people being cast into hell than you can imagine. This is on top of the day to day misery they have inflicted on the innocent who have been slapped with mean interpretations of "past lives" while these pigs rationalize their secret wealth and power as having been "deserved" because of their own "past lives." Instead, the reality is that they (and their followers and "believers") have slated themselves for hell after their ONE AND ONLY life is over and God turns them over to Satan for eternal torment.

And this is the point I want to raise to those of you who think you have "open minds" about this topic. Consider this. I was just reading about the most egregious of the Nazi "doctor" monsters who have eluded capture. As always I am totally in favor of going after them (the real monsters) like the hounds of hell. I donated $1000 to the Simon Wiesenthal Center back in the 1980's with that in mind. It infuriates me that several of the monsters have eluded capture.

Having said that, since I know what God judges, I know that even those who totally elude capture will be "caught" when they die and God casts them to hell where their fellow demon spawn will tear them to pieces in the flames for all eternity.

So I especially have trouble understanding what the F*** people are thinking when they believe in reincarnation, especially when these people are lukewarm Jews and Christians, who even being lukewarm in their faith ought to be very, very clear about understanding God's stern and complete judgement of each person based on their life, with heaven or hell the two inevitable possibilities of outcome. How can a total idiot, such as a Jewish convert I know to his brand of new age Buddhism (you know, the usual astrology and numerology thrown in), like these sorts believe that Nazi monsters are reincarnated? I mean, it takes a lot of dope (both types) to think that saints are not rewarded with heaven and monsters are not cast into hell. These people are so stupid that they actually think that the two extremes of grace and evil actually "come back to earth for more lessons." WHAT THE F*** LESSONS WOULD BE LEFT TO "LEARN" FOR EITHER A TOTAL MONSTER OR A TOTAL SAINT? You just have to be the idiot of the century to think that Nazi monsters are reincarnated and therefore, you can deduce, that no one is reincarnated. It is one life and you are judged, PERIOD, end of "lessons."

So as I was thinking about this I thought that this would be one more case study in discernment and detoxing from cult puke that helps people who have "open minds" to see through the steaming garbage that cultist belief in "past lives" is in total. If the universe is all "in balance" and "beautiful" where everyone is "groovy" and "in search of enlightenment," why the freaking hell would the universe have a "program" that would allow Nazi monsters to be reincarnated and not punished? I mean, what, if they are born poor in a trailer park you figure that is their "punishment?" Wow, yeah, that really balances things out. Or, you then, because your mind is full of crap, imagine the opposite scenario: "OOOOh, I get it! Nazi monsters are reincarnated as good people, so they can 'make up' for all the baaaaaaad things they did!" So you idiotic a**holes cannot even make up your minds between the two opposite scenarios! What fools you are, what wicked and stupid fools.

Young people, pay attention to this example. When people make things up they can adeptly argue both sides. They will tell you that Nazi monsters are reborn to be punished, and if you refute that, they will flip and tell you that Nazi monsters are reborn in order to be good and make it up to people. This is a very easy way to detect bull crap.

Huge pop song in 80's invoked hate and "Lord"

http://www.sing365.com/music/lyric.nsf/In-The-Air-Tonight-lyrics-Phil-Collins/ABC688E89BC59C604825689000218070

I can feel it coming in the air tonight, oh Lord
And I've been waiting for this moment for all my life, oh Lord
Can you feel it coming in the air tonight, oh Lord, oh Lord
Well if you told me you were drowning, I would not lend a hand
I've seen your face before my friend, but I don't know if you know who I am

Well I was there and I saw what you did, I saw it with my own two eyes
So you can wipe off that grin, I know where you've been
It's all been a pack of lies
And I can feel it coming in the air tonight, oh Lord
Well I've been waiting for this moment for all my life, oh LordI can feel it coming in the air tonight, oh Lord
Well I've been waiting for this moment for all my life, oh Lord, oh Lord

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When this song became a huge hit and a "classic" (because it is great song writing) I was very worried. This is a song sung by a man (Phil Collins) presumably therefore about a woman, who he would not save if (she) were drowning, and is full of some sort of imaginary self righteous hate, while actually having the nerve to invoke "Oh Lord" throughout.

This was used for a hit hypocritical show called "Miami Vice" that pretended to fight drugs while promoting a drug chic lifestyle. They called it "New Wave" culture and music and it ran for five seasons.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Miami_Vice

By the way, it's kind of obviously a nod at Scientology since "head cool cop" lived on a boat docked in Florida with a gator on a chain. Think about it. This stupid series ran from 1984-89 and brainwashed many kids, on the soundtrack of this hateful but very talented song.

The undercurrent for this song was always obviously some sort of hallucinatory belief in past lives and vengeance. I spotted it when I first heard it, and I despise all of you who have now polluted so thoroughly the sanity of people through the media, promoting your disgusting psychopathic violence and imaginary beefs. Phil Collins has come up with many "explanations" for this song. Yeah, right. We all know that song writing is, how shall I put it politely, a "collaborative" effort for decades now. Look at the today songs "written" by people who can barely speak a whole sentence (without using cursing) or who can barely write, I mean please, just because everyone else is stupid doesn't mean that I am (or that the Lord, the real Lord, does not know about this brainwashing and money making).

So sing the song, boys and girls, just sing along and rake up more blood money, as we read about a nut in Wisconsin who in camouflage guns down and kills three teenagers who are just swimming in a lake. SING SING SING all you society destroyers.....SING SING SING!!!!!!! You've done your work so well.

(Conservative Muslim friends: beware, beware. Study this example and stick to your principles of keeping occult and sexualized "entertainment" out of your societies. If you ever raise up in your society a "song writer" who writes a song about hating someone because of some imaginary past deed, and how the singer would not save her if she were drowning, all the time chanting "Oh, Allah" at the end of each sentence, and then using that song for a "sex and drugs" TV show, if I were you I'd ... well, use your imagination, but I would use some severe editing devices.)

Another rant about occult beliefs

Sometimes the desire to view classic TV shows or movies overcomes my natural rejection of needlessly exposing me to the cultist diarrhea that permeates most media of the past forty years. And so once in a while I will buy a CD collection, hold my nose and watch.

For example, I’ve been watching a show I really enjoyed when it was on TV, Hawaii 50. But one has to not allow the psycho babble of the cultists, who worked “numerology” and other references throughout many scripts and settings, to ruin the good episodes.

It’s too bad because this was classic and fantastic entertainment. And despite people thinking that I was some ignorant dummy during my youth (since we were all supposed to “remember” “who we really are” and I and my family seemed particularly stupid and dense in that regard), I noticed the warning signs even when these shows were popular. Not the numerology or the deliberate references to my family, but I knew something occult oriented was very wrong in these shows.

For example, I was repulsed back when Hawaii 50 was featured in the magazine TV Guide because of the hero being “tortured” being suspended in a freak show sensory deprivation device. I knew that the idea for that came from sick cultist types of influences because this was really a large blip in the entertainment radar, which did not have abusive events imagined and depicted as they do today, almost forty years later.

Likewise the popular show “The Wild, Wild West.” When it got extremely bizarre in a hard to describe way, (but let’s say perverted “futuristic” scenarios were worked into what was supposed to be an Western adventure that yes, had some interesting technology but really got strange and creepy) I knew then that what I thought were simply depraved moral degeneracy plus some drug assisted mental illness was having an influence. So I became repulsed by even the best of the TV shows around that time, and have been since. I guess I just wasn’t as “stupid” as everyone thought I was. It’s hard to “realize” “who we really are” when no one is anything other than a dumb ass sinful human being born and living only because God for some reason in his mercy continues to love humans.

I continue to be baffled by humans and their egregious self hatred that is wrapped in the disguise of excessive self love and glorification. Yes, I can be baffled, not because I don’t “know” the reasons (I’m pretty expert in the ways of humans, life, and the universe in general), but when I say “baffled” I mean, I just can’t relate to it. Humans hate themselves for no reason at all. (They have given reasons to be hated by their behavior, but that’s another story and subject for a different day).

I know humans (and here I mean the type of human that is engaging in cult beliefs, not your average Joe or Mary Chinese farmers who are just decent people) hate themselves because they insist of having “real extra hidden identities” rather than “just” accepting being who you were in a ‘what you see is what you get’ realization of one body, one mind, one soul, one life, that’s it. If people were proud of being a human being, born with God’s full knowledge and care, and just accepted reality, they would not have to make up depraved “reincarnation,” “manipulative karma,” and “stupid alien” identities.

These types of humans are so mentally unstable that they would rather think they are some “bad” or “tormented” “past life” jerk than be an “average good guy or gal” that’s a human, period. I cannot relate to people who are not satisfied with the reality that everyone is born with one new clean pure soul and then they live their one life, hoping to find their way back to God when they die. Who can relate to someone who would rather imagine they have a “past life” of being raped in a potato field? Or that they were one of Jesus’ best buddies? Or that they have alien cobwebs around them and now have to “save humanity?”

I mean, even typing this it is so bizarre and strange to even acknowledge that thousands of people run around ruining it for everyone and themselves because they’d rather believe something imaginary and bad than real and good. Again, remember as I've said before, I am not bashing mainstream Buddhism. Mainstream Buddhism does not try to "figure out" the "past lives" of individuals and then actully manipulate others based on those "results."

And then this is where the inflated egos and excessive self love comes in. The occult practicioners hate themselves because they were raised in sick belief systems and/or they developed that mental instability, so they imagine all these freak “past life” identifies, and THEN they self glorify themselves so that they have a “role” in the “defense of good” “in the universe” and give themselves “tormented superhero” status. It is something so unstable and so unhealthy that while I of course can see what humans do to themselves and others, and even explain to them what they are doing and what the error is, I so cannot relate to it that it’s not funny.

Mainstream Buddhism on the other hand avoids the arrogance and ego of "thinking one knows" who one really "used to be" and certainly never puts it in a military and conflict context. Cultists are obsessed with the sick idea of a fight and a beef going on and on and on. That is NOT mainstream Buddhism.

I wonder, sometimes, how people who have done this and who now know the truth feel, knowing they tormented and stalked my family, thinking they were something “special” (good and evil) and now knowing they were just indeed mechanics, housewives, average people with one body, one life, one soul, and one death, just like everyone else.

Another example of how I knew there was this unbelievably creepy insanity is that the woman I learned Jungian psychoanalysis from once called my mother “the head witch,” and she did not mean “witch” as in a big mean woman being insulted. I know that this asshole woman thinks I didn’t pick up on that, but I did.

I know because I let her “instruct me” in creating an “amulet” that would “protect me from harm” by using the “power of my mother, the head witch.” See, this asshole woman thought that occult stuff is real and that my interests in some of my Native American adopted family member’s spiritual practices was “validation” that I believed too.

For example, I liked reading about Navajo medicine men, and the creation of “medicine bags.” I made a few for myself, but just because I like to do certain activities that humans do, it does not mean I have given them some sort of “seal of approval.” The medicine bags, obviously, have no numinous power that has any impact on reality what so ever. But they have, just like a photo album, a personal meaningfulness. For example, I put two little tokens that were from the mom of one of my Indian families, and they meant something to me because they were from her childhood, and I cared very much for her.

So the Jung asshole thinks because I would sit down and make a medicine bag that I must believe in the occult background of it to “wield power.” Ugh, they are sickening, sickening, revolting people who ruin everything decent about humans. So she could not wait to show her true colors by leaping to advise me on what to do in an “amulet” kind of way, profiling "my mother, the head witch to 'protect me'". Um, who needs amulets and “magic” when there is God, only God?

So when I look back in the media I can even see sly references to my alleged “head witch” mother. Gosh, she has her mean moments but there’s nothing magical about her or anyone else. She’s just another soul that God created to send into the embryo in her mother’s womb, to live out her one life as best as she can. Ditto my father, whose birthday is tomorrow and I’ve written before how people have defamed his name by spreading the most disgusting occult beliefs about him. (Routine curse request sent to God for those who created this problem).

So, alas, I wonder how all the thousands of people who believe they have “past identities,” both human and alien (and don’t even get me started about animals) are doing as they realize they are just “not so special one shot” humans who were born, will live, die, and then face God in judgment, period, are doing.

What do they talk about, now that they no longer can spend time dreaming up sick alter egos and “past lives” filled with “destiny” and “tragedy?”

Have they taken up healthy hobbies like growing vegetables in a garden, instead of being as stupid as rotten vegetables in their heads?

Maybe stamp collecting instead of stamping on the lives and souls of the “little people” who are their “chum” by which they fight their imaginary alien wars?

Perhaps they’ve gone back to talking about what their children are learning in school instead of teaching their children that they are reincarnated fuck holes.

Gosh, I do hope they have found decent normal sane things to do. Maybe they are even learning about God in a sane and normal decent way, the way humans did for thousands of years before they went insane with depraved hidden assholes manipulating them over the last few decades.

Well, God knows what they are up to now. They have not turned off all their filth machines, though, and I’m very angry about that. And if I’m angry, oh boy, you don’t want to know the fullness of what God himself is feeling.

By the way, if you think I rant alot, as in large quantities, consider this. All my bloggings are a drop in the bucket compared to the thousands of hidden conversations and manipulations (such as recordings and humiliating photographs) that have taken place to harm me, my family and others. God sees, knows all.